They fill my head.
Unhelpful words, determined to get out.
A pounding headache.
So I say it.
And no surprise: It causes hurt.
Foolish contribution.
Why were those words created?
Why did the syllables take form?
What obsession led me to think those thoughts?
What forced those sounds from my mouth?
What drives me to be like this?
Some ‘self-destruct’ desire?
Obsessed to make my point?
To clarify?
Trapped in a horrible pattern.
An unending twirling evil dance.
I want it to stop –
To purge such destructive behaviours.