I sit and wheeze and sneeze
Then the cough goes off
My head pounds gently
Like the subtle tap of a pile driver
On the river\u2019s edge
Boom boom boom
Cough
Boom boom boom
Cough
Boom boom boom<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The vice holding my chest
In a lovers embrace
Tightens a little
Then I cough
And my bladder demands to be emptied
I sneeze again
Then run to relieve myself before I cough again
Water is the culprit so I drink more
It has to go in to come out<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pain pills
Inhalers
Tissues
Blankets
Slippers
Cats<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cats!
They ground me and keep me warm
Reminding me this won\u2019t last forever
That life will return
Three jabs ensured that<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Just one more
Sneeze
Cough
Wheeze
Cough
Boom boom boom
Cough<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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